the end.

We'll be friends again if you ever start to understand what I went through when you left me without you by my side. I hope you don't have to go through any suffering and heartbreak but I can't grasp the fact that our seventeen year friendship is like it is now. I wish you have a happy life because I will no longer torture myself for missing my best friend. I refuse to think it was all my fault. Good luck with this job that I got you, your new boyfriend, and the current life I know nothing about. Maybe we're not going to be each others' Maid of Honor after all...be happy.